there is a long way to go....

walking along the riverside and thinking about what to write really don't help, no not on the 2nd day of blogging ... well i spent an entire day reading different blogs, checking out newspapers, fighting with the left click, overloading firefox with tabs, but was not able to find answer to the very simple question "what next??" until i opened my dashboard and declared a war against the keys.... well there i was... about to finishing the first paragraph for my 2nd post ... the blogging career continued to live on ...... (hurry!... sab bevdon ko daru party!!!!).

Spain are the world champs now, dhoni got a Rs 210cr contract plus the love of his life, according to times of India "8 Indian states are poorer than Africa's 26 poorest ". well at the moment my focus is not on any of these ... may be on 210cr but definitely not on love of dhoni's life.As for a normal human being my life is full of ups and downs along with some interesting stories.... here is something that happened a few months ago... when i reached home after my end semester exam, my mom served me Tea and pranthas, i was yet to finish the first bite of the first prantha when my mom started this conversation:

MOM: "degree puri ho gai teri??"
ME:" haan almost.... sabhi subject ki copies dekh li hai paas hun"
MOM:"apne X city main apni biradri k mr. Y rehte hain, jaanta hai unko??"
ME:"NO"
MOM:"bahut ache log hain"
ME:"k"
MOM:"unki ek beti hai "Z""
ME:"------------"
MOM:"to main rista pakka kardu??"
now how to respond to that??? i was left speechless... common yaar ..... the very next prantha was served with statements like "budhi ho rahi hun main" ... "kaam ni hota ab"..
ME(thinking): "kam se kam ye to pooch lo ki koi girlfriend hai ki nahi... waise main koi darawne jawab thodi na dene waala hun".

while searching for material for my 2nd post i went through a number of blogs to look for content and for different writing styles, what i actually found was that authors either talk about very serious problems related to the world, criticizing the politicians, or they are too childish in their thoughts.... maintaining a balance of both and spicing then up with one's personal experiences is not an easy task... not able to gain much from them, i was clear with a statement, "there is a long way to go.."

"i will never publish this.. "

Another phase of my life ended ... i graduated to bachelor of technology on 10th this month... missed my convocation and for what reason??? still not clear in my mind .... might be laziness was to heavy on me.i know all my friends are angry ... but tell u guys ... i love you a lot

well talking about the phase of my life that just ended ... my college life was a mixture of all shorts of feelings. day "one" ... i hated my college .. day "last".. i was in love with it. i went to nit hamirpur with the feeling that all the world revolves around me and came out with feelings like "oh god do i hold any importance in this bloody world". In college i was sure about one thing that 50% of the homosapiens do not care about me .. and i slowly learned to give importance to the rest 50%.(ps: i m straight ).

when i look back i find that "the always exited "me" slowed down to normal" ....the only problem with this statement is that once bhaiya said "beta your the level understanding is always evolving ". so at today's level ... "normal ".

talking about this blogging thing ..i always wanted to write but never gave it a serious thought ... though still not serious but today all the excuses i used to make to avoid writing, hold no more importance (might be the understanding evolving scenario :p).. or i don't have any other thing to do. sometime being in a phase of vella panti helps you to do something u long wanted to do..

moving to the title of this post "i will never publish this" . well i am not that good at expressing myself and with no experience in writing i actually was missing the key to blogging ... so i googled "how to start writing blogs :p" . after reading all the bla bla short of things .. i came to a page that said "keep this statement in mind and just start writing" it really helped. jai google devta !!!